German woes
Oct. 6th, 2009 12:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I am incredibly frustrated with myself at the moment. There was one night a while ago where Pages (iWork's equivalent of Microsoft Word) crashed and died on me, and the internet was massively slow so it took me two hours to download a free word processor to use in its place. Basically, I had lost all of my work for the past five hours since I, like an idiot, didn't save, so I was up late re-doing all of it.
That night I wasn't sure if I had the rough draft of a big essay due for German the next day or two days later since the teacher had been vague. I threw together something at 3AM anyway just to be safe. Good that I did, because it was due then. We got the drafts back today, and I keep telling myself that 1) it's a rough draft, I didn't take it seriously, 2) it was 3AM, I didn't take it seriously, and 3) I was really fucking pissed off and fed up at the time, so I didn't take it seriously, but I'm still really angry with myself at my grade. The rough draft's only worth 50% of the total grade on the essay, but as it stands, I have a B-.
I'm not sure if I'm more annoyed with myself for getting the grade (which is generous, trust me, there's as many red pen marks on it as there is printed text) or just the massive amount of errors I made. That I made. I don't tend to make many errors on things I turn in, even if they're in another language. In any case, if I get a B+ or higher on the final draft, that'll balance out to a B or more, and that's something I can work up from for the rest of the semester. We got another paper back, and I had a B+ on that, which also annoys me since that's really low for me as well. I knew I wouldn't be able to get an A from the start of the semester, but with how I'm standing currently, I think A- might be a massive, perhaps unfeasible, struggle.
Now, I'm going to go finish my Hungarian homework really really fast. (Hilariously today in German, it was the first time the teacher wanted to collect homework from the workbook, and we'd all gotten into the habit of not bringing out workbook, so the classroom shared a very long ".............." Now I need to, uh, actually do the assignment, and email it in, but that comes after Hungarian. It's only 8 sentences for the workbook anyway, but the problem is 1) I don't actually know how to use um...zu and damit [though I at least know weil, which is the other they ask for, though I'm particularly bad with da-compounds, not just damit], and 2) I don't know anything about "den Umweltschutz in den deutschsprachigen Ländern"] so I'm going to have to come up with something after HNGR.)
That night I wasn't sure if I had the rough draft of a big essay due for German the next day or two days later since the teacher had been vague. I threw together something at 3AM anyway just to be safe. Good that I did, because it was due then. We got the drafts back today, and I keep telling myself that 1) it's a rough draft, I didn't take it seriously, 2) it was 3AM, I didn't take it seriously, and 3) I was really fucking pissed off and fed up at the time, so I didn't take it seriously, but I'm still really angry with myself at my grade. The rough draft's only worth 50% of the total grade on the essay, but as it stands, I have a B-.
I'm not sure if I'm more annoyed with myself for getting the grade (which is generous, trust me, there's as many red pen marks on it as there is printed text) or just the massive amount of errors I made. That I made. I don't tend to make many errors on things I turn in, even if they're in another language. In any case, if I get a B+ or higher on the final draft, that'll balance out to a B or more, and that's something I can work up from for the rest of the semester. We got another paper back, and I had a B+ on that, which also annoys me since that's really low for me as well. I knew I wouldn't be able to get an A from the start of the semester, but with how I'm standing currently, I think A- might be a massive, perhaps unfeasible, struggle.
Now, I'm going to go finish my Hungarian homework really really fast. (Hilariously today in German, it was the first time the teacher wanted to collect homework from the workbook, and we'd all gotten into the habit of not bringing out workbook, so the classroom shared a very long ".............." Now I need to, uh, actually do the assignment, and email it in, but that comes after Hungarian. It's only 8 sentences for the workbook anyway, but the problem is 1) I don't actually know how to use um...zu and damit [though I at least know weil, which is the other they ask for, though I'm particularly bad with da-compounds, not just damit], and 2) I don't know anything about "den Umweltschutz in den deutschsprachigen Ländern"] so I'm going to have to come up with something after HNGR.)
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Date: 2009-10-06 05:18 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-06 05:26 pm (UTC)(For our current German project though, do you by any chance know any good apocalyptic slogans? Our assignment's to make up our own political party with a platform, and naturally we're an apocalyptic anarchist party running in favor of world destruction in 2012.)
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Date: 2009-10-06 05:45 pm (UTC)How long is the draft?
For your slogan . . . how about something like "Timewave Zero NOW!" Short, sweet, easily yellable, looks good on a poster.
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Date: 2009-10-06 05:47 pm (UTC)Ahaha. "Timewave Zero NOW!" amuses me muchly. :P
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Date: 2009-10-06 07:57 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-07 03:47 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-10-06 05:33 pm (UTC)Is the grading system in the US somehow weird so that it's really bad not to get an A in everything, or are you just perfectionist? Because I got less-than-top-grade quite a lot (less often in language classes, admittedly, but still) and I was still considered an excellent student... Getting our equivalent of B- wouldn't have been a big issue for me, especially when there'd be mitigating circumstances like that, but maybe you guys view it differently?
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Date: 2009-10-06 05:41 pm (UTC)I'm a perfectionist. C means satisfactory, but I think a B is usually the average grade amongst students. I've always maintained straight A's (kinda; I'm still busy pretending my Economics class is not, in fact, on my transcript), so a B- is a hard hit for me since I've never received so low a grade on anything in college before. It's also pretty bad in its own right. For someone less of a perfectionist, it's probably wince-worthy but not anywhere near emo-worthy like how I'm taking it.
ETA: Actually, let me correct that. If you're ambitious (and I am), it's Not A Good Sign for sake of getting into grad school, but not fatal. It could be worse. It could be a C. It could be a course for my major (in which case, it would flat-out be A Bad Sign). And if I have a B- average overall, I'm not eligible for study abroad, which is also bad.
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Date: 2009-10-06 06:13 pm (UTC)Though I've also always been rather lax about the matter of grades, despite the fact that I normally get good ones. I'm more interested in how I'm performing than in grades, and if I know I wasn't (for whatever reason) putting my best effort into something, then I don't expect a good grade either, and just leave it at that. My grade for my final thesis was way below what one would think based on my academic record in general, and I haven't really given a damn. I was just glad to be out of university.